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I’m sorry for the things I did after the breakup. I’m sorry for staying there emotionally thinking you were too. I’m sorry I couldn’t truly let you go emotionally when I should’ve. I always put you first above everyone and subconsciously I expected the same from you but it’s your right to move on and be happy without me. I can lose feelings for you, I can start over from square one and see you platonically what I can’t do is stand to be without my best friend but you don’t even want that of me. We promised each other if anything happened after the breakup we’d stay friends. I don’t know how to do this without you. We’ve been friends for 5+ years. I’ll apologize and mean it, I’ll work on myself to be a better person, I’ll respect verbalized boundaries just please forgive me, please be my friend again, I miss you. But I know I can’t send this because I promised I’d leave you alone, no matter how guilty and how much work I put into myself you deserve the peace I didn’t give you before. I just can’t believe we’re ending like this, your friendship means more to me than any fight or miscommunication we could ever have but if you felt that way too you could’ve reached out already and you haven’t. So I’ll keep going, I’ll work on myself, I’ll forgive myself, I’ll miss you and I’ll pray for only good things for you, even if I’m not there to see them anymore.
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