Unsent text message to Brittany

It's been five and a half years, N. When we met, we were just kids. When we eventually went our different ways, we were barely adults. Now I have a fiancee, and you have a husband. You graduated with your bachelor's and moved 400 miles away. I dropped out of university and enrolled at a local community college. I…

Hey so you probably blocked me but if not *** was that? Like I know in the beginning we worked together and it would’ve been awkward to pretend I didn’t exist considering the circumstances but there was a whole extra year of your back and forth bs after that and I just ??? Are you genuinely just that emotionally…

I think there is a reason why we didn't work. We can only get so close before we to trigger each other. This cycle is tiring.

You are hella smart, and resourceful. I think you were right to walk out all those years ago. Why did you make a half-assed attempt at returning?

To play with my feelings? Make sure I'm not…

I am starting an ASL club at my school but somehow I still feel just as empty as before

I know I said it’s cool, but I’m honestly not so sure anymore. Maybe it’s best to leave things as they are…?

Even tho you said you’re not my friend that you don’t wanna reply all the time and to stop talking to you and to get other friends my heart still Carries you my heart still calls you my best friend even tho you were fake to me for a few years without me even knowing it. I will not find a new best friend since you left…