Unsent text message to Adam

To move on now. I cannot wait any longer hoping that someday you will open up to me again, talk to me again, let me know you again. Even when I know that you will never see me the same again, you will never love me again.

I am very well aware that I do deserve that and a lot lot more. I knew that all the while hoping…

When I met you, I fell so deeply in love that it was like it didn’t or couldnt feel possible, unless it happened to you ..like an undeniable force i couldn’t fully comprehend or explain.

And then the thing even more amazing is that when I looked into your eyes I seen that you felt the same way.. I noticed you to, were…

You walked away because you said you felt weird but I'm always here, just a message away. Not waiting, but worrying sometimes.

Was watching a series which had a forbidden romance plot. Didn't think much of it when I turned it on because it's a cliché but some of the scenes reminded me of you. I'm not even sure if we can called what happened a romance. You'd probably mock me for making a parallel btw the situations. But I'm thinking about you…

Call me if you want to meet me half way

I ended things because I had to. You couldn’t treat me right. You couldn’t even say you cared about me towards the end. I made myself small for you. I gave up so much and put up with so much I didn’t deserve. A small part of me hoped that me ending things would force you to show your feelings, but instead you blocked…