Unsent text message to Mason

You’ve always known that I’ve never dated the same girl twice. After I break up with someone it is done! So you played these break up games by leaving me and then running back to get me! Well this last time has been two years now that we aren’t living together as partners and you’ve treated me bad and never took…

You think I’m a bad person for what I did and I don’t disagree with you, I think I’m a bad person too. I wanted you and that’s true l but I knew you’d leave so I had to hurt you so you wouldn’t hurt me first. What a cop out- an excuse, but at least it’s honesty. Honesty is something you always wanted, so I guess it’d…

The topic of you made it into my therapy session today. I finally told the story of how amazing you were to me and how I couldn’t handle it at the time. My therapist thinks it’s because you loved me for me and I didn’t have to prove myself or my value to you - which is a foreign concept to me. Despite all of the…

I will give in. You know I’ll cave. You know I want you. You know I miss you. You know you have my heart even if you threw it away. Let me love you for one last magical night, or weekend let’s lock ourselves away for like 24 hours, skin on skin, eye to eye. Or I know we could really enjoy a nice long hug that lasts…

I never stopped and I never will

**** your “I’m sorry.” I’m sure you are.

if you said, “lo siento,” I might arch an eyebrow. Maybe. But no promises. otherwise, blow it out your ***.