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I let my guard down and watched an emotional connection unfurl.
How stupid my imagination can be. Hyper fixating on what could be, the disgusting amount of things we have in common, how I could try and make this work since the connection feels sincere...
And just like that, your dating profile comes back, it was never deleted like you said.
Talking to only, 'one person at a time', seemed like a lie, but it seems I've been slowly faded, so maybe it's not. I wouldn't have minded if you had been honest. I don't expect exclusivity during a talking stage
Maybe you're just like like all the others, stringing me along and letting me hear what I want to hear, making me feel super special, until you find out my goals are more serious. Serious is scary nowadays.
'I hate modern dating'. I do too. And I do now, especially after opening up to someone and being vulnerable about some heavy topics.
I think I'll always fall for the validating comments. They feel so lovely when my life feels so stagnant.
I think it's time to delete these dating profiles for good, because you're right, modern dating is garbage.
Till I fall for it again.
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