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I always loved the way you looked at me, but now you dont. Eyes that once sparkled when I walked into the room, now do their best to avoid me.
I always loved the way you laughed with me. Now everytime I hear it, it feels like youre laughing at me.
I always loved the way you smiled. Now when I see you smile I know its for someone else.
I always loved the way you smelled. Now when I walk by certain smells, I think of you and wish you were still here.
I always loved how much you cared. Now when I want to share an accomplishment with you, I know it wouldnt mean anything, so I keep it to myself.
I always loved how much you loved me. Now you've moved on with someone new, and im still stuck here loving you.
I always loved how your kids acted when I was around. They meant so much to me, even if I didnt always express it. Now when I see them, it feels wrong for me to say hi to them, because it hurts to much.
I wish that you would have talked this out with me. I wish we could have been more than what we are now. I miss holding you in my arms, and cuddling with you at night. Now I just cuddle the pillow that I bought for you, because its the closest thing to you that I have.
I love you still. I dont know how to stop. You left 6 months ago, and somehow moved on to someone new so quickly, and I'm doing my best to figure out what im meant to do without you. Im doing better, day by day, but I still sometimes hope you'll reach out. I hope that you'll call or text me just to check in and say hi. I have so many things id love to tell you, but you've made it clear that the things I have to say are irrelevant to you. I dont know what I did to deserve your silence, or what I did to deserve this pain.
Loving you is ******* me, because I dont know how to stop loving you, while you love someone else now.
Loving you is ******* me, because no matter how much I think of you and the kids, I know that you arent coming back.
Loving you is ******* me, because no matter how hard I try, and no matter what I do, I still always think of you.
Loving you is ******* me, because everything I do in my life, reminds me of you somehow, and you dont go away.
Loving you is ******* me, I wish youd come back, but ive accepted that you won't.
Loving you is ******* me, because I didnt just lose you, I lost them too.
Loving you is ******* me.... but ill be okay in time.
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