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I was in sociology class and my teacher said "self-control" as he read the slide.
it made me think of self-control by frank ocean. it made me think of you.
in the song there's these lyrics "made you use your self-control" and "made me lose my self-control."
did I make you use your self-control? could I make you lose your self-control?
in a way it flatters me. even then it makes me more sad than anything.
I'd rather have you lose your self control. you were always so hesitant and gentle with me. at least at the start.
you'd hold yourself back and it only made me want you more.
I remember you told me you knew you were ****** the moment I sent that photo of myself.
when you first told me that it made my heartache.
it's such a peculiar thing to be told. it's so romantic and it is but given the situation it made me more sad than anything.
I told you that that was sweet and you said that was one way to put it.
it was sweet. but it was also sad. it really broke my heart.
even thinking of it now makes my heart ache. more than anyone I want you.
you could do whatever you want with me, just tell me you love me and never let me go.
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