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This summer I screwed up when I reached out to you and I left it on a stupid bit of messages. I was struggling a little this summer. I need some form of closure, but I also don’t want to put a whole lot of emotions on you, nor make you feel like all I have to say so emotionally heavy—like every time we talk, it’s something serious or stupid.
But I also desperately want you in my life. I never moved on. I know it seemed like it, but I couldn’t. He was never you. I’m leaving him for unrelated reasons, so I hope you won’t disappear on me again. I know your boundary lines for relationships are strict and I really want to honor and respect them. I don’t want to just jump in with you right away after everything is finalized, but I’d love it if you’d just be in my life.
I don’t know if you ever felt the same, but it seemed like it. Seemed like you were telling the truth when you said you also didn’t feel like you could move on. It seemed like you felt the same. I’m lost. I miss you and I’ve thought about you every day.
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