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—— please don’t question how genuine our friendship was it’s been 2 months and i know you and literally everyone has already moved on but i haven’t. every single one of my quirks and what makes me, me has been picked apart under a microscope and i say the wrong things snd everything has been so misconstrued about me. i keep on messing up and made lots of mistakes which has made my grave deeper and deeper. you guys were my entire world and rn you still are and i cannot function which ******* sucks. i kept on googling **** to see if it applied to me, i keep going round and round with my therapist and i can’t, i just can’t. i hurt you guys and i cannot stand it. i kept conceding to **** that wasn’t true. i kept on saying the wrong things over and over again and was bad at communicating. i pushed boundaries and became too comfortable with y’all. i forgot that my actions have consequences. i listened to the devil on my shoulder bc i wanted to be brave. i got too comfortable and pushed boundaries i was acting on impulse without thinking and i lost everything
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