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Ikki,
I wish that when you had said this, I didn’t immediately get side tracked with my laundry. I wish you had brought this up again so that we could have actually done this. I remember you said you had a few in mind. I wish I had asked what they were.
It has been 6 years since we have spoken. How is it even possible that after all this time, I’m still thinking of you? I wonder if you still think of me. Despite everything, I miss you. I wish I hadn’t ended things the way I did. I wish I left you a way to reach out to me. I wish you knew how much you still mean to me.
Even though I have a bunch of songs I listen to that remind me of you and our relationship, there is one that I think stands out among others. If I could pick a song for you, like lame-os, I would pick Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls.
I wish I knew what song you picked for me. But I have been listening to songs you used to love, like Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. And I’ve finally watched Sweeney Todd, Pretty Women is my favourite song from the movie.
I yearn so badly to have something that we had connected each other to back then. And maybe I’m crazy to keep dwelling on the past, but god, nothing makes me feel the way you did. I hope one day you find me again and reach out. I will always be thinking about you, every day for the rest of my life. Take care of yourself, wherever you are.
Love, Mia.
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