Unsent text message to Sophia

it's really hard for me when i try to vent about my mom and you take it as a personal attack against you because i make it vague. i make it vague because it's kindof embarassing

i really need an outlet for the zillions of little things i think after having to spend so much time with her. the more you interpret them as…

At one point I saw you as my first love, my possible future and someone I look up to. Due to our incompatibilities, we decided to end it and to not pursue anything and we even remained as friends. It took a while but I moved on, and I was hoping you did too. However you keep on giving me hints about how you still want…

I was never asking you to be perfect . And your fear that it I left for you that you wouldn’t be enough … All I’ve ever wanted was to be loved fully . To look at the stars with someone who doesn’t have a doubt it there mind that im the one . I don’t care about the money I don’t care about the car or the house . All…

My one birthday wish would be for you to wrap your arms around me again from behind…one more time. One more kiss. I miss you.

The intimacy of someone being sure about me.

Universal entanglement. That is the energy my soul is left wrestling with. The unintentional cruelty of your actions haunts my dreams. Knowing you had all the cards and played the perfect hand. Still, my light heart cannot hold resentment, and I'm left wondering why I was chosen to carry this weight of longing.

God. Uni…