Unsent text message to Travis

Universal entanglement. That is the energy my soul is left wrestling with. The unintentional cruelty of your actions haunts my dreams. Knowing you had all the cards and played the perfect hand. Still, my light heart cannot hold resentment, and I'm left wondering why I was chosen to carry this weight of longing.

God. Uni…

Given the option to be a better person and change for the good or leave. Choosing the latter is so disillusioning yet expected.

Humans will forever be consistently disappointing.

It’s amazing **** it Phenomenal The woman I use to lay next to Doesn’t even want to be Around me I don’t exist, we don’t exist Like it never happened Just some strangers with some memories What did I do More like what didn’t I do Love her Like she was Phenomenal

When I lost control, she lost respect Sad she gone or mad…

Now that she’s single it seems, you and her will date…

I remember you telling me about your guys’ interaction and I was like oh she’s flirting with you.. my own coworker… my friend.

Mark my words.

I have no way to contact you, so this is my message into the void. All the best to you 💖

It meant everything. It meant too much. I couldn't deal. I was so close to ending everything. I know thats not an excuse for my behavior. I know you probably don't care to hear any of this anymore. Its been too long. I know I was wrong. I know all of this was wrong. But I miss you. I think about you all the time. I'm…