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I was never asking you to be perfect . And your fear that it I left for you that you wouldn’t be enough … All I’ve ever wanted was to be loved fully . To look at the stars with someone who doesn’t have a doubt it there mind that im the one . I don’t care about the money I don’t care about the car or the house . All I’ve ever wanted was transparency and to be love fully . Can we look at the stars again … things seemed easier then … you said your friends said I wasn’t worth it . I don’t disagree I might not be . But I didn’t ask for this . It just happened and I now I feel like I’ going insane because there was no truth between us . So now I get tortured with the what ifs and the why and wondering if you think of me like I do you . Or has this been all in my damn head . I don’t know honestly. But probably should just let it be . I care for you enough to want to see you happy even without me … I hope you’re going to see your friends more now ….
I’ll probably delete this it’s to telling but I needed to say it
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