Jordan
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I will never watch you sleep again. I can remember the times I did, you looked so calm and peaceful. The kind of peace I wish for you in life.
Even though I have hundreds pictures of you, I wish I photographed you more. I wish you could pose for me once more, some cheerful banter and a cheeky smile for the photograph from your side. I wish I could have made you feel better about yourself, in some way or another, to feel really safe and secure with someone.
At night I still stare at pictures of you. Admiring how beautiful you are.
Reminding myself what I can't have.
Love you with all my heart.
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