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10 years of a life built together. I Wish you understood what kind of dedication that is to a person. I Wish it wasn’t so easy for you to just throw away. I Wish you understood why I had to go no contact in order to protect my peace. I know it hurts you that I don’t reply when you text me messages about missing me and then delete them or when you send me sad songs about losing the love of your life. As much as it hurts you it hurts me 10 times more. To know how easily you chose someone over me based on a temporary feeling because things got rough with us hurts me every day. I wish you knew how to stick around when things get hard instead of running away. Even right now you still can’t find the right words to say to make things right or take ownership for your mistakes. Still running still hiding from your shame and guilt. I wish you could stop choosing the easy route of the coward and start choosing the route of healing yourself.
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