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i genuinely believe you would rather want me dead. why is this so hard. im on the verge of sending myself to the hospital again just to get a break from this reality youre putting me through. caring about your pressence is agonizing, i just want to feel normal
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I know you would be glad to hear how hard this has been for me. Its just awful. Now its getting cold. I wake up, by myself, normally i roll over and rub your back to see if you're awale yet. If you were already up i would kiss your forehead , first thing. You were my whole world. Literally the only woman for me. Now i…
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I’m not so slowly…dying.
Alone.
It’s become clear how bad my health is; but I won’t let anyone know the truth. I stopped taking my meds a long time ago. They are just a crutch to get me through a little longer.
I’m literally withering away in front of everyone’s eyes but no one shows up. There is no way to begin to…
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At the park a couple hours out where I first took you to?
I hope to see you there. ♥️
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You gotta wait. Yeah?
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I hope you find yourself in everyone you meet
I hope with every ounce of genuine hope I'm capable of that every single person you meet from this moment on is just like you.
That every single opportunity you have to love, you grab it with both hands. Dive in, wholeheartedly.
I hope they give you the same love you give…
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I havent thought about you like this in a while. I thought i was over you. And I am, somewhat. But I dont know whats taken over me. I guess grief isnt a straight line? Ever since your birthday and talking to our mutual friend, you've been on my mind nonstop. I look for you in every person i meet. We were so toxic…
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