Unsent text message to Hunter

I’m not so slowly…dying.

Alone.

It’s become clear how bad my health is; but I won’t let anyone know the truth. I stopped taking my meds a long time ago. They are just a crutch to get me through a little longer.

I’m literally withering away in front of everyone’s eyes but no one shows up. There is no way to begin to…

At the park a couple hours out where I first took you to?

I hope to see you there. ♥️

You gotta wait. Yeah?

I hope you find yourself in everyone you meet

I hope with every ounce of genuine hope I'm capable of that every single person you meet from this moment on is just like you.

That every single opportunity you have to love, you grab it with both hands. Dive in, wholeheartedly.

I hope they give you the same love you give…

I havent thought about you like this in a while. I thought i was over you. And I am, somewhat. But I dont know whats taken over me. I guess grief isnt a straight line? Ever since your birthday and talking to our mutual friend, you've been on my mind nonstop. I look for you in every person i meet. We were so toxic…

You want him, take him, you’re doing wayyyyy too much now enjoy you keep showing me what I wanna see, I see it now, what do you want me to do hit you again? Girl just take him