Unsent text message to Isaac

I havent thought about you like this in a while. I thought i was over you. And I am, somewhat. But I dont know whats taken over me. I guess grief isnt a straight line? Ever since your birthday and talking to our mutual friend, you've been on my mind nonstop. I look for you in every person i meet. We were so toxic…

You want him, take him, you’re doing wayyyyy too much now enjoy you keep showing me what I wanna see, I see it now, what do you want me to do hit you again? Girl just take him

You were in it. It was one of those dreams where you’re dreaming about something innocuous, and then suddenly you miss a step going down some stairs or something and you feel a jolt like you’re falling….except in this dream, instead of falling, you suddenly came out of nowhere. Like a phantom, glowing in soft purple…

I’m so happy we have gotten so much closer, Bingo. I love having you around. You are such a safe person for me. I love you ❤️

Please, I'm getting desperate. Won't you just ask me how I've been? So I can vent all my thoughts out. You know you make it better. I wanna cry, I'm done trying anymore. I'm so tired.

Because at the end of the day, you're the only one that makes me feel less like ****. I promise I won't bother you after this. Just hit…

Hi mylove... It's so weird not seeing my favorite notification anymore, You.

6 days ago I couldn't imagine my life without you and that fear came true. You gave up on me, You promised me... You told me you'd marry me and have a grand life with me. No matter what life gives us or challenges we had to go through it'll be…