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I havent thought about you like this in a while. I thought i was over you. And I am, somewhat. But I dont know whats taken over me. I guess grief isnt a straight line? Ever since your birthday and talking to our mutual friend, you've been on my mind nonstop. I look for you in every person i meet. We were so toxic together but i miss you as a person. I think the breakup was needed and i know it was the right choice. Yet at the same time i miss you so much. You were my best friend. I find it so hard to fall in love and connect with people like i did with you. When i was with you, everything else was quiet. It felt like our own world. Nothing and no one makes me feel like you did. I cant even describe it. It was like a drug. I miss it so ******* much. My moms going away next week. You should come over and stay a couple days. Lets just have fun and be toxic together. I know you want too. Lets just be stupid and forget about everything else.
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