Unsent text message to Dylan

I hope you find yourself in everyone you meet

I hope with every ounce of genuine hope I'm capable of that every single person you meet from this moment on is just like you.

That every single opportunity you have to love, you grab it with both hands. Dive in, wholeheartedly.

I hope they give you the same love you give…

I havent thought about you like this in a while. I thought i was over you. And I am, somewhat. But I dont know whats taken over me. I guess grief isnt a straight line? Ever since your birthday and talking to our mutual friend, you've been on my mind nonstop. I look for you in every person i meet. We were so toxic…

You want him, take him, you’re doing wayyyyy too much now enjoy you keep showing me what I wanna see, I see it now, what do you want me to do hit you again? Girl just take him

You were in it. It was one of those dreams where you’re dreaming about something innocuous, and then suddenly you miss a step going down some stairs or something and you feel a jolt like you’re falling….except in this dream, instead of falling, you suddenly came out of nowhere. Like a phantom, glowing in soft purple…

I’m so happy we have gotten so much closer, Bingo. I love having you around. You are such a safe person for me. I love you ❤️

Please, I'm getting desperate. Won't you just ask me how I've been? So I can vent all my thoughts out. You know you make it better. I wanna cry, I'm done trying anymore. I'm so tired.

Because at the end of the day, you're the only one that makes me feel less like ****. I promise I won't bother you after this. Just hit…