Unsent text message to Zoe

I’m so happy we have gotten so much closer, Bingo. I love having you around. You are such a safe person for me. I love you ❤️

Please, I'm getting desperate. Won't you just ask me how I've been? So I can vent all my thoughts out. You know you make it better. I wanna cry, I'm done trying anymore. I'm so tired.

Because at the end of the day, you're the only one that makes me feel less like ****. I promise I won't bother you after this. Just hit…

Hi mylove... It's so weird not seeing my favorite notification anymore, You.

6 days ago I couldn't imagine my life without you and that fear came true. You gave up on me, You promised me... You told me you'd marry me and have a grand life with me. No matter what life gives us or challenges we had to go through it'll be…

today i went to the park across from one of my childhood homes with my friend and it wasn't my childhood trauma causing tears to well up in my eyes .. it wasn't the memory of satan speaking to me directly in that house.. it wasn't all the people I've lost and gained.. or even the passage of time itself which you know…

All day ive been having this feeling in my stomach, like worrisome. Youve been on the back of my mind all day. I can’t get you out. I want to text you so badly. I want to hear how you are doing. I want to know how you are doing good and that my gut feeling was wrong. I want to know that you are okay. I won’t text you…

Your my favourite what if, I wish I had you even as a friend . You are beautiful thank you for being in my life even for a short time