Unsent text message to Stephanie

All day ive been having this feeling in my stomach, like worrisome. Youve been on the back of my mind all day. I can’t get you out. I want to text you so badly. I want to hear how you are doing. I want to know how you are doing good and that my gut feeling was wrong. I want to know that you are okay. I won’t text you…

Your my favourite what if, I wish I had you even as a friend . You are beautiful thank you for being in my life even for a short time

You came through. I've hated you enough now I'm working on indifference.And hopefully one day I have no emotions when I think of you or see you in passing because you are not someone worth my attention. You are nothing you are a mirror of what you projected upon me you are an empty shell that had to destroy me to feel…

Tbh you looked so good before you left to go see him. I haven’t seen you put makeup and straighten your hair in awhile. I miss you putting that effort in for me but I get it. You know I think you are beautiful inside and out with no makeup and not trying at all. It just sucks to see you going out to impress him when I…

it's common for those with your issues to deny their actions but it is genuinely creepy to think i would enjoy being complimented by seemingly older guys in my dms and in response to my stories. i hate men. i hate being decieved. i have PPD. i think ive made it very clear i hate being catcalled, hit on, i hate being…

I don't know how to stop thinking about you. If you ever asked me how I am, I'd tell you everything- all the embarrassing thoughts, maladaptive daydreams, tear-stained pages about just you. I LOVE my solitude, but you have disrupted my peace and contentment with it. I've never felt this irrational or illogical. At…