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Our last conversation leading up to us parting ways was so hard. We both wanted to be heard with too much of our own pain to hear each other. I feel so bad we couldn't have said goodbye the right way. We got the timing wrong once again. I wish I could send you this.
I'm gonna miss you forever.
I need you to know you did the right thing walking away, the right thing for me, the right thing for you. I wish we could have made it work at this point in our lives but I know that we can't. I'm so sorry I couldn't just be your friend, I wish I could but I can't, I'm too in love with you. I tried so hard the last time I saw you to convince you and to convince myself we could get through this and make it out together as a healthy couple. The thought of losing you was a level of fear I couldn't handle.
I'm gonna miss you forever.
I've known you for so long and with years apart I found out then I could never forget you. It feels like you are my soul mate. Nobody makes me feel like a little kid how you did, nobody makes me feel warm and safe how you did. Your smile sends flames through my chest and your laugh gives me a high I've never felt anywhere else. Being silly with you, being near you, touching you, loving you was an experience that healed so much inside of me.
I'm gonna miss you forever.
I hope you will be happy soon, I know how much you love Halloween season and I hope you have a wonderful fall with a lot of friends around you. I hope that us trying again was worth it even if it's hurting now and I hope you can move on from this easier than I have been.
I'm gonna miss you forever.
You said you don't get on here, we read stories on here together but I still doubt you will ever see this. I kind of hope you do though. Reaching out would be breaking a promise and I want to honor my promise and your wishes.
I love you so much, I wish this could have worked out for us. And I will miss you forever.
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