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What was the point of all of this? Why would you put me through it? I thought we connected… or did we? It felt different this time, or at least I thought it did. Now I don’t know if it was all a lie. Can’t you see how fragile I am? I let you inside my inner world, finally, just for a second. I was brave. I wondered if we could be something for so long, this time I was willing to try. My heart welled up and I felt this little warmth of hope… I thought to myself “Maybe this is it? Follow your heart” After all that’s happened, I let myself try. I let myself have you this time. I really thought, I really hoped it was gonna be you. I was happy, before the last time I saw you. You were quieter. I didn’t understand. I tried talking more, I figured maybe you were tired… no. I think you did something that you were dying inside over. I think the guilt was eating you alive. Still, you lied. But, why not cancel? Why not let me go then? Why the days of uncertainty following that night? Why would you lay on me, let me love on you, hug me, laugh with me, just to pull it all away? What happened? I think you’re a coward, a liar, and a man-*****. You are too old to be like this. You ripped my heart out. I shouldn’t have given you any chances. I wish I had never met you last year. I would’ve been better off.
You are not a real man, you are a sad excuse of a person who never deserved me and you know it
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