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I realize that even as I write this,there will never be a future for us,not in the way that I wanted it anyway. As far as I know you're with a new man now and you probably don't even think of me. You told me that it was purely platonic after a year together and I wish I could have taken some of my choices back,so I could at least love you in silence and know you're happy. Instead I just guess. I could reach out., but I feel like it'd only cause us both harm. I don't intend to make you feel guilty, but I think I will always love you. I just wish that in the time we spent together I could have loved you the way you needed to be loved. I hope he takes care of you,and gives you all you dreamed of. If you ever want to reach out,for any reason. I'll be there, because if I gave up now,I guess it wouldn't be love. I hope you can at least feel it,so that no matter how hard it gets,you are loved. Even if I can't tell you anymore. It's out there alright. I love you K D
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