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Today’s your birthday, a time of the year that has made me angry, sad, melancholic and so much more for the past 4 years, but not today. No, not this time. To my surprise I had actually forgotten about it until I saw your Instagram story and even then I felt little to nothing, so then everything hit me. Why moving on has been so hard for me. Back when it felt like I had a part of me, my family and my whole world taken away, when my life felt incomplete, ripped in half you were the closest thing I had to completeness. When all fell appart between us it felt like I had lost my only chance to feel whole again. After these years I finally learned to live with those missing pieces so I no longer go looking for comfort in the memory of you. Bittersweetness is no longer the only taste of my life. I am no longer a prisoner of my past. Letting you go is forgiving myself. For the first time in far too long, I can live with myself.
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