Unsent text message to Kelsey

If I call you? If I reach out? Then I look a fool, you get it? It’s your turn. You did me wrong so just ask me my number

The last months before we broke up I spent working late into the night on calls with colleagues finishing the project I promised would make us able to have a good life together.. it paid off.

3 days after we last saw each other, I didn't only get the 100k bump I was telling you about, I got 110k, and even got a new…

This time of year reminds me of when we first met. I still look back on it so fondly but it’s bittersweet when I know I tainted those memories in ur mind. I can’t believe that was two years ago.

I still hope we can reconnect one day. I’ve started therapy and medication. I’m moving out of the apartment. My grades have…

No, I don’t want to start a business with any of you. Yes, I’m aware that you’re just trying to figure out where I’ve put the large X in the sand. No, I’m not stupid and frankly it’s embarrassing any time any of you nonchalantly bring it up. Just stop. I know everyone in the R.O.F. Group. The game is over.

That we’ll find our way back to each other again after almost exactly 5 years (in December) since I stopped talking to you. Maybe, one day I stumble upon your account or you stumble upon mine and we somehow end up talking to each other again.

The last thing I'd want in life is to lose the person I share deepest with, my best friend.Tell me everything, please. End it all or can I still make things better?