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I know it’s ridiculous, but sometimes I get this sick feeling in my stomach now that you aren’t in my life and I search to make sure you didn’t like die or something. I get so freaked by your silence especially after how long it’s been since you’ve said anything and then I go down like a 2 minute panic attack rabbit hole and look you up. If you have one of those things that tells you if your name is being searched (which I just thought about), just know I’m not obsessing or anything stupid, I just get worried once in awhile that I wouldn’t know if something happened and that you’re ok, that maybe your silence means something really bad and not just because I’m not worth it. I love you deeply. However, I am trying not to bother you. I’m doing the best I can. That’s all. I miss you A LOT. I hope you’re alive and ok. and everything is ok. Sure do miss your hugs so much. Of you’ve found someone, I hope she is making you the happiest man alive.
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