Unsent text message to Ava

If you knew why I avoid your eyes, would you still keep looking at me? If you knew I notice you before I even realise I’m looking, would you find that strange? If you knew how much your attention can change my entire day, would you still give it to me so easily? If you knew how often I replay your words after you’ve…

I dont think you know just how speacial you are to me. The one man who made me feel like a little girl. Who made me get butterflies just at the thought of your name. Who made me be excited to knock off becuase you are coming to pick me and I just cant wait to see your cute face.

The first time we met? You came to pick…

You don’t like me for me let alone love. You like whatever concept you have created of me in your head. I wish that could be me but no. I didn’t have a concept of you back then so when I liked u I liked you.

I think you’re right. One glass of wine at dinner won’t hurt…and then maybe another..or two and then see where it goes from there. Can finish the bottle and limit. Do it again another time and another maybe? I agree.

You have the shot… ******* take it. You’d being doing the right thing for all of us. My hope of getting it right has been gonna for awhile now.

Please X it doesn’t have to end this way, we can work on it, I’ll work on it. We don’t have to do this alone. I want to be your side to flourish, to grow a life with you. I know you’re scared, I’m scared too but we don’t have to give up on this. We can still find ourselves while walking side by side I know that more…