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Over ten years ago, you looked at me with pure hatred and said the words that broke me for good.
"If you loved me better, you would have noticed I was using again."
I couldn't stay after that.
I couldn't keep watching you choose everything else but me.
For over a decade, I carried the crushing weight of that guilt...
Believing I had failed you.
Now you claim it never happened.
You claim you never said it.
That was one of the most painful things anyone has ever said to me.
Ever.
Now that I am older and wiser, I can see that it was never my weight to bear, whether it was true or not.
The words and lies you spewed to hurt me did exactly that...
They ruined the young woman I was, and I have carried wounds I never deserved for over ten years.
How dare you.
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