Unsent text message to Mary

had my first band meetup today. looks like i’ll have to shell out some money for a drum set. had a lot of fun and im excited to see where things go. got into my rock alter ego and had a bit of pot and beer. hope things are going well with you. miss you. have a nice week.

Distance is no longer measured by the miles that separated us, but the all consuming silence that surrounds me now that you're gone.

I have never known loneliness like it.

i am honestly done with everything thats buggin my mind up. and idts ill ever recover from this ever again. i was the one messing things up always and i will always keep that tag of messing stuff up always. i shouldnt have let anyone inside yet i always did. kept my guards down when i shouldnt have.it always end with…

Wrap me in your arms again The adrenaline makes me shiver Show me that you're genuine, that I'm safe again That you came here different No time to define, but before we get closer I ask if you love me, and you just shrug your shoulders

The work of a poor little man. Nothing but a none existing fool. Don't hide come out. Men don't fear . I don't fear you none do females gonna know EVERYTHING

Or you think you do. You think I’m just waiting in the wings you’re so important, well you were my love. You were. And with how u treat me I’m trying desperately to hang onto it. You and me. I’m getting asked out and I know you don’t care. Or maybe you just think you don’t. Or maybe you just do really want me to be…