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I just feel alone rn.
The person I really want to reach out has left me. I’ve finally removed them from my life in every way that matters but I’m still hung up on them tbh.
I know it takes time… I just feel so betrayed. I don’t know if I can trust anyone ever again.
It’s always superficial. It’s always what can they get from me. When I’m unstable though? When I need help? People abandon me.
The worst part is, I would still be there for them in any way I could… through thick and thin…
Idk, maybe it just doesn’t matter 🤷♂️ maybe I wasn’t put here to have my own will. That’s not really the point. It’s just moments of peace and moments of chaos, looping over and over again.
Thinking about it makes it feel like someone hammering nails into my heart. So maybe I just have to ignore it? Ignorance is bliss…
So given all of that, do you still want to go out with me? 😂
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