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When we first broke up, I tried to fix things. I know it was too late but I gave it a shot. Then I stopped because it never would have worked. You were too far gone. So I gave the space you so desperately needed. That hurt but I knew it was for the best. I kept the door open though.
After one month passed, I thought maybe you’d have something to say to me, anything. But nothing. And I tried to justify that and you said you were just so busy you couldn’t process it. I was okay with that.
Now we are almost 2 and a half months and you have said NOTHING. The silence is deafening, and you just continue to say you’re busy and haven’t had time to process. I’ve laid it all on the line, and you haven’t said anything. You said you wanna keep the door open, that you wanted to have reconciliation on the table. I don’t think you really meant that.
Because if you had, you’d reach out. You’d give me SOMETHING instead of NOTHING. Yet here I stand, no texts, calls, or letters. I have no idea how you feel so I’m just going to assume since we all know silence is an answer.
You’re not choosing me anymore. You’re not keeping the door open. There is nothing on the table. How can you think silence is the best option? I’m not saying we need to get back together right away, but you’d have at least told me where your head is. If what you said before was still true, then why are you ******* me with silence?
All I need is for you just to tell me one way or the other. Either let me go, or at least tell me you’re still wanting to talk it out. But I cannot take the silence. It’s ******* me.
What am I supposed to do?
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