Unsent text message to Mary

I don't want to listen to Mitski tonight…

You seem to have matured all in one go, and seem to have filed away the entirety of our history. Why am I still here, then, remembering it? Re-living it? It’s just empty walls now. I’m still here because of the silent hope that you will come back. So, I better be going. I’m going to close the door to that room behind…

it’s almost been three months since you decided you didn’t want to be with me anymore. you told me you still loved me, but that you believed it wasn’t the best thing for either of us. i know your parents had a lot of influence on that decision, and for a long time i was angry and confused about it. now, i understand…

I have had the time and space to untangle the Knot of domestic drama that surrounded us And found our thread The truths we were too scared to admit out loud To question my own second guessing of My gut feelings All too late

At least I don't have to hear that stupid ******* ring tone anymore. That song ain't about you no matter how many timea you hear it lol

I should've never let you in. This was mine. I am me, I'm all-in-one, one-size-fits-all, remember? As in, why did I share myself with you? I have three, and I gave you all. I have no metaphor or extensive language or anything of that such.

You just ******* suck.