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You happen to stand with me, and against me.
And wonder why we cant know peace.
Im not the one with doubts.
I am doubted.
Counted out.
While i tell you don’t worry about the numbers.
I am very worried.
The prophecy said 600,000.
**** hasn’t missed yet.
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...but at who's expense?
You can't lie, cheat, manipulate, use and abandon someone, blame shift and project when you're expected to be held accountable for your actions and then just be like 'I cHoOsE pEaCe'.
That feeling in your heart, the ache, the churning in your stomach that hasn't subsided, the nervous, jittery…
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it takes 3 for me to heal fully now 😔
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How was it so easy? How was it so easy for you to move on so quick? What was i to you huh? You hurt me so many times and yet I kept coming back, and each time I explained how you burned me while you kept complaining about the smell of ashes.
Was it not love? Then why did confess? Why did you ask about my feelings…
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I saw you again today, you look nice. I love that you've grown out your hair. I just wish we could talk again, I really miss you even though I shouldn't. Yesterday just about ****** me, being so close to you yet knowing I mean nothing to you anymore :/ Remember when I said I'll always love you? Yeah that wasn't an…
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But that doesn't mean I don't absolutely adore you.
That doesn't mean I don't treasure every moment I do spend with you.
That doesn't mean we can't have something beautiful.
It doesn't mean that I don't love you…
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I’ll never lose hope or give up on the things I once wanted and still want so badly. But for now, I’m just going to continue working on myself. Try to pull my own **** together for myself and my children. & maybe one day, that someday, will become the day when everything changes. Until then I’m still here hoping and…
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