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On days like today being with you was great. When i wasn't your emotional punching bag. When you weren't agry at the world and taking it out on me, you know. When you aren't trying to manipulate every outcome. When you aren't firing false accusations non stop and revising your theories when i refute them. It's nice when u just relax is all I'm saying.
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I'd still take you back I can say I wouldn't but I know it'd be a lie at this point. You were everything to me for so long we have the most beautiful daughter and if it meant I could see her every night again I would take all the disrespect in the world. I hate that I know that's no example I'd want her to see but I…
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...but at who's expense?
You can't lie, cheat, manipulate, use and abandon someone, blame shift and project when you're expected to be held accountable for your actions and then just be like 'I cHoOsE pEaCe'.
That feeling in your heart, the ache, the churning in your stomach that hasn't subsided, the nervous, jittery…
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it takes 3 for me to heal fully now 😔
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How was it so easy? How was it so easy for you to move on so quick? What was i to you huh? You hurt me so many times and yet I kept coming back, and each time I explained how you burned me while you kept complaining about the smell of ashes.
Was it not love? Then why did confess? Why did you ask about my feelings…
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I saw you again today, you look nice. I love that you've grown out your hair. I just wish we could talk again, I really miss you even though I shouldn't. Yesterday just about ****** me, being so close to you yet knowing I mean nothing to you anymore :/ Remember when I said I'll always love you? Yeah that wasn't an…
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But that doesn't mean I don't absolutely adore you.
That doesn't mean I don't treasure every moment I do spend with you.
That doesn't mean we can't have something beautiful.
It doesn't mean that I don't love you…
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