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I imagine you are and are getting ready for work. or maybe you're still asleep.
it's quite early.
I'm really only awake because I had to pee but I came on here again wondering if maybe you've somehow seen my posts and messaged me.
whenever I see that a percentage of the views came from your country I wonder if maybe you've seen it.
and whenever a post gets a lot of attention and likes I wonder if maybe you'd fancy it as many others seem to have.
when you read the letters I sent you did it make you sad? did you grimace or frown? even if it was just deep down?
I like to imagine that maybe you did and that my feelings spilt out into words had some sort of effect on you.
even then, when I try to imagine the look on your face when you read them I can only really imagine your stoic face.
it makes me sad.
I miss you. I love you.
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