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Dear mum,
I love you, I love that you wanted a better life for me. However, somewhere along the way you made me feel unworthy. You belittled me and made me scared to disobey you. The little girl in me became a soldier far too young. She obeyed you as she thought fear and love were the same. Only for her to grow up and find out, fear came with abuse and neglect. She became afraid to speak her truth and to speak up for herself. In this world, that is the key to freedom. However, you frightened and made her the perfect employee, and she stopped following her interests, wants and needs. She followed them for you. Then when she and you became estranged, she was loyal to what ever company she was employed by and began to be abused. Mum, you raised the perfect soldier and shes scared of losing her life.
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