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These past days I keep dreaming about you, it makes me so restless. They feel so surreal. Almost like I can physically feel you pressed up against me. My coworker recently asked me when will our wedding be held. I can’t muster up the courage to say we’ve parted ways and can only choke out that we’ll have a date soon after you finish school. I wonder if you also lie to avoid facing the reality, but i highly doubt that. I think about you everyday, I wonder how much longer I can keep this up before I implode. It’s so exhausting to mask this giant vacant feeling you left behind. I’ve gone off a major spending spree as a form of a big distraction bender from you. How can I let you do this to me? I know you’re so bad for me but I can’t help how I feel.
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