Allison
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I wish I were braver when I met you. I wish I could have just said how I felt about you. I wish I could have just faced the rejection. Now it’s too late. I fucjed everything up by staying quiet. I never felt this way with anyone before and it scares me. I never moved on and I should have by now logically. This is all of my fault. I should have fought harder. I should have done more. I should have been normal. I’m sorry. I wish I wasn’t young and stupid when I met you. Maybe none of it was real I don’t know but it’s probably the only real thing I’ll ever experience. I wish I wasn’t so scared to say something. I can’t even say anything since you already moved on with someone else. Why am I so bad at this?
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