Unsent text message to Jessica

I found out you moved on months later when i am still grieving a year on. She works at the company and stares at me. Then I got the information that put it all into place.

I grieve someone who does not exist. A ghost and a version of what could have been. It was a suckerpunch to my stomach.

She is beautiful. And she…

Will I see your face again?

09/20/2026 - one year after the night. We went to the concert and I drove us. On the way back, you held my hand, you massaged my head. And when we stopped and I looked into your eyes, you said “hmm”…and I looked away. We got to your house and you invited me inside. The chemistry between us…

I didnt say anything to your son.

You will always be family.

But yea, you need a lil timeout.

That was ****** up and you know it…

So you are allowed to cry because it means you’re a human with a heart. If you cried last night it means you felt more than you allowed yourself to acknowledge. If you haven’t cried yet it means the full weight of what you chose hasn’t hit you yet, if you refuse to cry you will never know.

It doesn’t make you less of a…

I miss when we were friends. That's the hard part

Looking over at you right now disgusts me. I want you out of my life and my apartment. What you did to me is unforgivable, and then you have the nerve to look me in the eyes and lie to me, pretending to be so sincere. You are in for a rude awakening. Hope more prison time was worth messing with someone who never…