Unsent text message to Elizabeth

I don't know what happened to you. I thought we were soulmates. But I see now that your love was conditional. I heard you out so many times but you never once considered my perspective or my feelings. You threw them out. It's clear there is no space for me left in our relationship. I've shrank myself so much but I…

I said to you. YOU. What the **** is wrong with me? It's terrifying how I have hurt you, again and again. You, of all people. I don't ******* deserve to be happy, ever. I honestly don't. All the good, that one could possibly do for this world, won't nearly be enough to compensate. How could I think I could apologise…

Hey!! Thank God you found this. I was afraid i lost the most incredible woman i have ever met. Remember when we worked together? I Took you out back on break and pulled your pants down? You put your hands on the wall and i ****** you right there, in broad daylight. The rest of the day we laughed about how i was…

I got some terrible news today and the only thing I can think of is that I wish you could be here to help me through it. But I guess a part of growing is learning how to face your problems on your own. I’ve managed to do it for the part year and a half and I’ll manage through this too. It sucks that it is this way but…

I've been searching for your comments and posts since we broke up. When i read a confession, unsent text or an anonymous apology, i secretly hope that you were the author. It's been 4 months now, so it's time I stop looking for you in every sentence and behind every heartfelt word. Take care my little otter, I hope…

You know it. You say all the time that my back is screwed from all the knives in it.

Youve already stuck one in there by doing what youre doing..

May as well try to fit another one in there on your way out like we all know is coming, huh?

Why couldnt you just love me…