Unsent text message to Blake

Despite supporting me and reassuring me that you would stay you ended up cutting me out the 1 way that hurts the most by text and by blocking me on everything without giving me a chance to respond.

The one way you know people have treated me all my life, walking out when I am at my lowest, family friends you were there…

I know I said I I don't but I do . I really like you . I said alot of other stupid things but I don't mean them . You mean alot to me . I really wish we meet in a different reality. I wish we were not who are . I would have confessed my feelings for you . It's really hard to let go , I wish I didn't have to . All I…

you?

hands down, y'all one of the rudest people I ever met, especially the way you treat service workers. we've seen you in action and you're definitely on a few businesses list of worst customers.

the temper tantrum you threw at Cheesecake Factory was unreal and it was a work thing. because your slice wasn't exactly…

I feel jealous towards couples in a healthy relationship. Not because they love each other and do fun couple things. It’s not even about that. Life is just so much better and easier when you have a trusted person by your side to help support you emotionally, physically, financially. Being single isn’t just lonely…

Life and drugs and affairs took our relationship to a place that would never be repaired Neither of us told the truth. We both ended up living in complete lies that ended up our relationships early and sourly demise

Nothing could be said on either behalf so I spit this out here to the ether. I accept my fault and blame…

The illusion of what you’ve done. Hollow and shapeshifting, reflecting my best qualities and wearing them like a mirror. Using my words and my depth to prop yourself up. You might not be exposed yet. You might of pretended like you changed but you are the same person as you always have, I understand now when you said…