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Hey mom, thank you for being strong for me. I know you need me to be strong as well especially in these trying times. We struggle with this economy and we have relatives who got sick. I know you're just being strong for me and it ***** me on the inside that Im not as strong for you.
I feel sad but at the same time glad that you're taking care of my mental health, how you spent a lot of your meager retirement money to get me the help that I need. How you pray with me every night without fail.
I love you and the thought of leaving you alone in this world breaks my heart. I have given up on my life but I refuse to give up on you. You are my shining star and my warming light. This world has not been kind to me, I have faced so much heartache and betrayal from people who I considered my friends. I feel lost and confused and paranoid of people.
I'm sorry there are times when I don't wanna live anymore. I hope this pain, these trying times dont last. I just wanna find peace and happiness with the people I love.
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