Unsent text message to Harper

You're selling things to pay for your legal bills: my things, your late wife's things, anything you can force your new supply to sell. You're going to jail. I cannot wait for your trial and regret that I won't be able to attend to watch it in person. This is what consequences look like, you bloated narcissistic…

Did i do something wrong? Why are you talking in our friends disc server, and hanging out with our mutual friends, but ignore my texts? You were being so nice, you seemed like you genuinely liked talking to me. Previously you even told me that you'd rush home to talk more with me, what changed?

You said i was getting…

I never dignified your BS with a response, but seriously? **** you.

You think that, just because I refuse to embody misery in the way you do, that I must have it easy. You think that just because I choose to continue wearing a smile, that must mean I'm hiding handouts.

Unlike you, I refuse to gain from the pity that can…

I wish you hadn't declined all my calls. I wish we were still in touch. It doesn't make sense to me. But then. I've ghosted just as many people as I've been ghosted by if not more. So realistically, I don't see cause to feel that sorry for myself over it. I just wish we were exchanging snap chats. Or planning a link…

I sent a message there just a . Just in case.

Although I am starting to realize it’s pointless.

People do what they want and in the end there are so many ways to reach out if indeed one wants to. Yet I reach for empty air.

“Your personality wasn’t that great anyways” Super sweet way to start the day. Thanks!

But really, let’s be honest, I have to keep my real personality on lockdown.. can’t go around seducing everyone.. I mean I could, but that’s not nice and I’m not a home wrecker. 😘