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I wish you hadn't declined all my calls. I wish we were still in touch. It doesn't make sense to me. But then. I've ghosted just as many people as I've been ghosted by if not more. So realistically, I don't see cause to feel that sorry for myself over it. I just wish we were exchanging snap chats. Or planning a link. I get jealous seeing people post monthly dumps on Instagram of all their cool adventures with their cool friends. I like shopping in the city, pretty looking iced coffees, swanky bars and house parties as much as anyone. But those invitations rarely if ever come my way.
Maybe if we lived closer together things wouldn't have gone so wrong. We could at least have been friends. It's the least you could have given me after all the intimacy and praise I gave you. A friend for someone who is outwardly lonely, isolated and frustrated. Maybe someday I will find it in my heart to forgive you for this abandonment and silent betrayal.
But someday is not today or any day soon.
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