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Will it be my entire life that I think you. Think of your skin in the moon light. Deal with the feelings that I wasn’t enough. Remember all the good times and wrestling with whether what you said was just exaggerated or you truly meant it. Deal with the shame that you saw me at my lowest and then choose somebody over me. I hope I find somebody like you but I’m not sure if they exist. The version of you I created doesn’t even exist and what you presented was just a mask. But I loved it, I love you will always Be a tender spot in my hearts. There’s a hair tie of yours that’s in between my cushions and I leave it there because I’m not ready to give up the thought you. No matter how much grief it brings. I still despite all the things. I miss you and maybe in another. I’m alright and I’ll be fine. I miss you. I feel it body. My hands tingle when I think you. I wonder if you think of me but I somehow doubt. I love you, always will. From a distance, without words. Or contact. But I think of you and I send my love.
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