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I’ve been trying to push this away.
I’m sure my feelings are because we are in close proximity or because my breakup hurt 6 months ago but I’m falling for someone I shouldn’t.
You’re just my coteacher; a girl. Hell I hated you when we met I was really just jealous everyone loved you and you were better at my job than I was but I didn’t even like you. I literally complained to the management team to get me away from you and for a while they didn’t pair us together.
Then all of a sudden I noticed you were good at your job and I was being a jerk and paranoid for no reason. I started feeling good around you, I noticed your eye contact, how passionate you are. You started becoming someone I looked forward to talking to in the morning and honestly someone that was helpful to the whole job itself.
Then they paired me with you and I was finally okay with it. I noticed you’re funny, bright.
You started getting too close to me.
I need to shut my brain down.
There’s an age difference, I’m transgender, YOUR MY COTEACHER.
You don’t like me anyways.
I need this off my chest though.
I’m in awe of you and I can’t stop looking at you the way I shouldn’t. I keep wondering what if.
But this will never happen.
It’s just a weird crush I need to move on from.
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