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I think it’s the unknown that keeps me here Suspended wondering why this is how I’m feeling I can usually tell these things I can tell what someone wants from me But not you . I’m confused and kinda hurt but I also understand I just want .. no I need transparency from at least someone in my life . If you want me to stay away I will If you want to talk let’s talk This not knowing hurts more I think
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Sorry for the typing rant earlier, it’s not what you think. Thing is, that it not jealousy, probably like you think. Yes it does strike a nerve. When we are working to bridging is gap and it comes to an abrupt stop. That puts me in limbo so I wait and I wait until we can resume. Then we resume to just to get the…
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**** you! This time sober 🖕
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saw you smile today. saw you relish my pain. saw you enjoy seeing me hurt. saw you savor my heartbreak. tried the best I knew how. was far from perfect. am flawed. loved you as hard as I could. forgave you. supported you. told you were worth it. believed in you. believed in us. believed your words. believed your…
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But my god we had a magical beginning and that will always stay with me….
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I wish we could have runaway together but now I must go on my own. Leave everything I know once I can. Even you unfortunately
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I considered texting this to you because really you are the one I will miss someday. I fell for you, you said it had to stay casual. Ok. The end was brutal because I haven’t heard that I was more hassle than I’m worth since I was a kid. But I’m a glutton for punishment what can I say. I won’t reach out because I don’t…
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