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It’s not hidden from you, that I’m still deeply in love w you. But I’ve accepted that nothing will be the same. The amount of trauma u put me through, I still struggle to sleep every night but ik you’re doing just fine. The breakup isn’t affecting you. It never did as much as I thought. Why do I still crave your presence? Perhaps it was the only thing that seemed perfect in my own head? I’ll always be grudged that you knew how much it mattered to me. You knew how low efforts you put in despite me crying and begging and patiently explaining you my feelings. I was a fool. I hope you get your karma and have sufferable nights where the thought of someone haunts you to death. You not fixing things despite knowing how badly things affected me and only you was all I had will always be a choice and not smthng that came off as a surprise. Bye.
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